Treading on Dreams

I was a travelling woman from a faraway land. I could find kindness I did not expect. And now? Who am I?

God, I thought it was someone important.
I did not remember exactly how it happened.
Three long years had passed since that day.
I had never stopped hoping.
I was crying like a baby in there.
Sweet tears, sweet pain.
It was my first good impression.
God, do not let me down.
I want to have a bit of music.

Living and Learning

Healthy relationships are fun and make you feel good about yourself. You can have a healthy relationship with anyone in your life: family, friends and the people you date. Relationships take time, energy, and care to make them healthy. The relationships that you have will be a special part of your life and will teach you important lessons about who you are. The most important part of any healthy relationship between two people is communication: being able to share things about yourself and your feelings, and paying attention to what the other person shares. This can happen by talking, emailing or writing, and even using body language. One way of showing that you care using body language is by looking someone in the eye when they are talking, rather than looking at other stuff going on around you. Good communication allows you and the other person to feel comfortable with one another and figure out what you both like to do. You can also share your feelings with the other person and trust that you share private. People do not lie. Communication is based on honesty and trust or on silency.

Disagreements may still happen, but you learn to stay calm and talk about how you feel. Talking helps you understand the real reason for not getting along, and this makes it much easier to figure out how to fix the problem. In relations, working through disagreements often makes the relationship stronger. People also respect one another and themselves for working through tough times rather than giving up too easily. Feeling good about yourself, having good self-esteem and knowing that you deserve a healthy relantionship is also very important. If you do not feel that there is good communication, sharing and trust, you are probably in an unhealthy relationship. Remember that trust takes time to build and you have to take care of your relationships with thoughtfullness and patience. If you are not feeling good about how things are going, try talking to the other person about how you are feeling. If you are not able to work on making things better together, you may need to end the relationship. If it is hard for you to stop spending time together, keep talking to the other person about how to make your relationship healthier. Sometimes, there is not anything you can do to make the relationship better, and staying involved can be hurtful to you. By learning how to build healthy relationships now, I will be able to have them with people I meet throughout my life.

Maybe you do not know me at all. Yes, I know that one day I must die. But today I am alive. It will be a long road. It will be a long day. It will be a long time. I know all of the answers now. I cannot accept to break up this love. Break away! I remember going to your place. Before I had all in my hands. I am lost. I have always enjoyed playing my guitar, our song. And I want to keep growing as a writer. In this way I do not feel upset about your decision. I know all of the answers now. I am lost. Maybe you do not know me at all. I cannot disguise the importance of your desire. I cannot disguise. I have to accept the future. I have to fall in with my pain.

Violet

How can I say "violation"? It is very hard to say this because every word introducing violent. Every word will be violent. I would like my words could be a violet. But it is impossible when the ears are dirty.
How can I say "complicity"? It is very hard to say this without sounding like sort of lament. I will find it hard not to agree. It is strange all of the words. My word is my truth. And my truth hurts your feelings. My truth could not be violent.
I would like my truth could be a flower. I would like my truth could be a violet. The violet is beautiful. The violet inhabit a similar place and time. It is unique.
My solid colour hurts my love. Unfortunately my truth means some sort of lament. My words are violet. Trust me. My true.

New way, new life!

I have a new life, a new way. How I learn to stop worrying and love the pomp. People love apologises. There seems to be a particular predilection for equating everything to "making love to a beautiful woman". Of course, sometimes it is frustrating: when you are waiting for the last love as the first love. To have other man or other woman not just understand what it is that we are feeling. Forget. As with a lot of things, loves fade. Falsehood spreads darkness at the speed of light. I would not like feeling great spirit of independence because the love makes love. It would be simple. I am on my way home now. I like too many different types of love. I want to play in places that do not restrict the audience in any way, by race, age or whatever. I can forget. I can live without you. I must live without spite.
When I expanded my house. Your eyes showed open admiration. Today our eyes are closed. Our love is restricted. I feel upset about this. I did not to hurt your feelings. And I did not to hurt my feelings.

My Mind

Three years can be a long time in love. What were we doing at the time? Then there is the minimalist love. I do not think we have found common ground. We have pulled and pushed in so many ways that it is ended up as something completely different. Without that outside influence, though, how do you know when you have finished? You just know in your heart when it is done. It is not a question of having to let go. It is about making something beautiful.
I find failure very interesting. Often, we think that you progress, you grow and you stop being fucked up and you start being sorted. I am realising that everybody is in the same boat. I was doing six hours a night, solid crying, and my voice does not seem to tire when I am on the road now.

I never forgot the flavour of silence.

Time is just a melody.
I know all of the answers.
Love can close the curtains.
It is just so easy.
Wake up slow, wake up slow.
I have had enough mystery.
I have no more time.